scared that my defibular will go off
I live alone but I do have my emergency necklace....when it goes off are you able to push the button? Some people say theirs have never gone off..
I try to stay very busy all the time...and just live...try not to get into my head about it...but at times it's hard to do. People tell me they admire me because I always smile and laugh...what they don't know inside I feel like crying....but I don't. When I am with my families on outings they watch me like a hawk.....I just don't want to be a burden to them....so I try to stay the life of the party so to speak so they will relax..but by the time I get home I am worn out.I hate it.
Has anyone just sitting there out of no where have to take a double breathe..it just happens ..then I get scared thinking now is it going to go off.