A Note of Thanks
to all of you that have helped me through these last few weeks. I unfortunately was not able to carry the baby and I miscarried "her" on 6/1. I guess God knew better than I as to what my body could handle but I am very disappointed and quite angry at the same time. I still am trying to come to grips with such a God that would give me such a precious gift only to take it away so abruptly. Anyway I am just trying to deal and let you all know that I appreciate all the support and prayers I have received from this site. It really was very caring of all that took the time to extend a note and kind words to me. For that i will be forever gratefull. My heart is broken but with all your support I am getting through it a day at a time. I have had so many miracles so I should not be greedy in that catagory but I am sad. I will encourage you all to look today to all those miracles in your lives and hold a little longer, love a little harder and breather a deeper breath today when you walk out into this world. We are all blessed in different ways and those blessings are what we must dwell on.
Take some time to "live" not just "be alive" . as not everyone gets a second chance as we have with our PM/ICD.
Most truly humbled by your "strange" friendship,
You know you're wired when...
Like the Energizer Bunny, you keep going.
But I think it will make me feel a lot better. My stamina to walk is already better, even right after surgery. They had me walk all around the floor before they would release me. I did so without being exhausted and winded the way I had been.