Praying for relief
Hi everyone, my head and heart and body have been really awful to me these past few days, and I am just praying that I will wake up and it be June 5th so I can schedule the pacemaker implant. I am about to be driven crazy by the medications. Midodrine and Toprol XL. I over-did it with trying to be a good mom this past Memorial Day weekend and doing stuff with my 2 kiddos. I collapsed on Sunday at the park. Monday I woke up and cooked a big breakfast but I felt so bad all I could do was sleep on and off all day (took multiple naps in between the 4-hour Midodrines). Yesterday I had to go back to work but I got home and was back in bed by 6:15pm, which means I got a fitful 12 hours of sleep last night, but I got up this morning and feel just awful. It took me about 45 minutes of pressure in my head and chest and nausea this morning after I woke up before I could get moving and take a shower and get ready and get to school and then work. Just a reminder I am in my twenties and I have bad NCS/VVS with asystole. Also my pulse and BP get extremely low at night, so I feel crappy every morning. Just needed to vent today to y'all because I feel alone and awful and I can't wait til next Tuesday when I can hopefully get this over with soon. I am psyched up for the pacemaker and can't wait to hopefully feel normal again. My husband and I are now talking positively about it. Thanks y'all for any supportive words.