How to be less emotional and move on?
Hi, I'm desperate to move on with life. But I cannot stop hating the fact that I have the pacemaker at 20s. I mean I had my heart rate at 30 but I ended up implanting the pacemaker because of some other surgery- got cysts in my ovaries. Life surprised me a lot. Like coping up and being less depressed became harder than ever. I really need your advice on how to move on. Please if there's anyone willing to share positive vibes, would love to hear them.
Ps- doctors assumed I need a pacemaker because I fainted when small but that's because I didn't have much food on table and I was stressed out because of fighting parents. So I feel like having a pacemaker for those issues, is wrong to do... I even feel like removing this from me.. IM NOT TRYING TO DISAPPOINT ANYONE, SORRY I AM JUST UPSET... no offence..