Does anybody wonder....

I have to back track abit beofre I get into the title/subject line. I have had a heart condition since birth, and ended up having two open heart surgies as a child. I always knew that I would need a third - it was only a question of when. Back in February of 2000, I collapsed at work - ended up going to Emergency, and ended up being admitted to the Hospital where I was told the next day by my Cardiologist that I needed a pm. I had one implanted within days. In September of that year, I had my third open heart surgery. I have been doing fine, living life to it's fullest, plugging away at work, etc, etc.. I was not finding myself thinking about the pm much. Then the recall....I had my pm changed for that reason. I am finding now, that I am thinking about this pm and can it just die on me, and then what? I find myself thinking about it lots - especially as I am going to sleep. Does anyone else have this problem, and how are you getting past it. I am down to seeing my Cardiologist once a year (next appointment is January 4th infact), and I only have to go to the pm clinic once a year (use to be every 6 months). That should be telling me that I am doing okay as I am sure they would want to see me more if I was not - but; that does not help the wonder and the worry..... any suggestions?

2 Comments

it will be ok

by searchingwoman - 2007-12-26 08:12:16

Suzzy,
I think your feelings are very common. I had my pacemake/leads replaced 13 years ago because my leads were recalled. I did think a lot about it like you are doing now. However, as time went by, I thought about it less and less. Then the only time I thought about it was when I needed to go for my pacer check. Soon you will start to think about it less and less. I have been told that the pacemaker will not just quit on you...so I have to have faith.
Take care,
Donna

suzzy

by jessie - 2007-12-26 08:12:55

i have read that it does not just die. it takes a long time for the battery to run down and you have checkups every year to tell you when to change the pacemaker. so don't worry jessie

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